Excitement

4 more months till Seattle, I'm hyped as ever and I guess I'll carry on using here to write events which I feel I should note down and let people see. Because I don't care if you like reading this or not, you could click that big red X if you wanted.

However, getting to go to the US of A will be so amazing, especially since both Denise and I are staying at host families. I'm hoping it'll be kind of a typical American experience; with a twist. Buuut I could go on forever about that. Look look look how exciting it looks, and yeaah it looks similar to Auckland but I bet itll be like a gazillion times better!

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Secondly, I've started becoming obsessed with Alexander McQueen thanks to Tavi's post about him. What sucks is that I discovered his brilliance after he had died. Whyyyy did you have to kill yourself, I was looking foward to seeing his new collections.. I think I'll have a post with just pictures of his work. I think he deserves it.

I'll write some more pointless stuff later.

Mmmm cookies.

Chocolate cookies mmmmmm.

Trying to lose weight really sucks when you love to bake. And theres no way of making scrumpcious cookies if you can't use lots of butter and sugar.. cookies and millk ♥  thehehe

We will always look for an escape.

Things will always get out of your control. And sometimes you just don't know where to turn, some people go towards the right places while others don't. But in the end, you'll always end up back where you started; startled and confused. So you pace, back and foward watching the same scenes go by over and over again. How are you meant to know what happens next?

Do we pace a little longer? Look around for that open door? Or do we wait at the locked one, trying each key which all don't fit.

Whatever is is, looks like none of these doors are willing to budge. fuck it.

Mary Jane Heels.

I have finally bought heels for my school ball! I got black Mary Jane pump heels, but the 2 strap version!

kinda like what Lauren Conrad is wearing haha btw what is up with her coat? cute but strange. I booked my appointment for my hair aswell, I'm going to a nice Japanese lady, well hopefully nice.

I also found some amazing lace-up brogues today at an amazing price, but just like last time.. I didn't buy them. Am I crazy? I  think so. Next time... next time..

Emma Watson.

She goes to uni at Brown. Models for Burberry, and was Hermione Granger.

Amazing much?

Emma Watson will always be a favourite of mine x

Fascinations Of The Above

Notice that theres afew pictures of the sky?

Yup.

I'm strangely obsessed and mesmorised by it.

Seems to never get old, I could stare at the stars forever ♥

I say it a billion times, but its true, the longer you stare the more you find.

I'ts so amazing.

Studying astronomy would totally kill my love of the sky, looking at in in such depth would be so depressing.

Gazing and admiring is simple.

I love simplicity ♥ x

Discoveries

When something good happens, something will happen badly in return. Yeah so thats not completey true, but so far I believe so. I've reccently found my new love of Chai Latte's ♥, although next time I'll stick to soy cause I'm on my healthy eating diet ;)!

The School Ball. The Prom. Whatever you want to call it, it is so stressful I am deteriorating every minute! Once one problem is solved its as if another appears. Brilliant right? I'd never thought I'd be the one to say it, but I'm over it. All this stressing over it has already killed it. Pretty depressing really. Mind you, on the day I'll be excited too, but it'll be different. Peoples choices will always clash.

 Acceptance is so difficult sometimes, but what choice do we have?

You've just got to grin and bear it.